Today is your birthday, you turn 55, the 10-year gap between us starts again. I closed my eyes this dawn, placed my mind in dreamland singing to you the happy birthday song while my pillow gets soaked with tears witnessed by the four corners of my tiny bedroom.
In the Eucharistic chapel today, I once more shut my eyes and prayed to the Almighty to bless you with a peaceful and joyful life away from me and I plead with him with my agonizing heart if He may kindly kindly please take away all the love and care I have for you.. because I love you too much it hurts nonstop.
Like what I wrote years ago, I chose to die for you to live. But then even if my heart died when we parted ways, how come it continues to bleed endlessly??
I love you with all of me. As how we say it before, Abadoo, my Love.
Love. Heart. Hurt.
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