Up and Down

 When my Koyang Miller calls, I know he simply wants to have light conversations and to have few minutes of breathing that is regular. Oh Koya!! I don't know but to see you without your greatest love and soulmate breaks me. I will be here for you and my Chewy.

At, I watched Hello Love, Again of Kathryn and Alden. I did not cry even while the characters were sobbing. I don't know. Maybe 'coz my heart is in a fatigued and numb mode lately? If you are here, for sure we will chat about it and you'll watch the movie on Netflix, too.

PS: I am into RDJ lately since The Judge. So I watched all Iron Man and Avengers movies already. At, I think I like RDJ coz he acts similarly to my John Lloyd. :)

Grief. At. Reggie.

First of February

 Dear At...,

It's Daddy's 83rd birthday today. Of course I went to Angeleno to greet him and join the family in this occasion. The pain and sadness was palpable, how each one is trying to be strong for one another. Daddy is so cute, he tried the Uniqlo jacket I gave him, right away. He says it fits and he likes it.:)

At, Daddy is now a Zoom rosary leader every Saturday. Your Ate Liza and Ate Nonette continue to join our family 6PM rosary.

You made your presence felt in the form of a butterfly, At. The best party planner and organizer ever.

You see how your John stayed with me and Beloy for a chat of random circumstances, people and things. The happy, sad and mysterious realities of life. We paused when it becomes  a bit much then we laugh remembering funny stories.  

Our Chewy went to the park and played basketball with his friends. He needs it- the sun, sky and sweat.:)

Good night, At. I love you.

At. Reggie. Sister.