Truth on Trauma

 Crazy how trauma makes you push people away

when all you want is LOVE.

Crazy. Sad. Truth.

At Last

 

And I still hold onto this small, childish hope that 

there is someone out there in this mad, wild world 

so completely, utterly meant for me that even

the stars will sigh, " At last!" in relief at our meeting.

Beau Taplin, At Last

Hope.Someone. Finally.

Thank You

 I want to say thank you

to the rare individuals in my life

who have listened without judgment,

spoken without prejudice,

helped me without entitlement,

understood without pretension and

loved me without conditions.

Grateful. Blessed. Loved.

Heart, Please Die.

 When every fiber of my being

every thought of my head

every movement of my bones

every beat of my heart

is sure of who I want and love

yet every rational objective reason dictates otherwise.

God knows it is him yet I pray and everybody hopes

it won't be him.

And worse, the two of us made the choice-

to not be US.

Can anything be sadder than this??

Heart, please die???

Me.You.Not US.